Friday, July 11, 2008

If You'd Just Realize What I Just Realized.


So, I've decided that falling in love with your best friend is simply inevitable.
Or at least falling madly and deeply into lust that just happens to last for 3+ years.

The sucky part is that you know it, but you don't want to take the chance of telling this certain best friend because you don't want the awkwardness if they don't feel the same.
But then it drives you crazy all the time because you're always trying to make sure that no one figures out your secret;

That no one notices the way he makes you smile, or the way he makes me you laugh when no one else can.
You don't want people to see the comfort you get from his hugs, or the way you look at him with love in your eyes.
No one needs to know how you feel because it could ruin it all.
But what if; what if he did feel the same?

What if he tries to hide his feelings just like you do?

The what if's will swarm your mind like a bee hive, but can you really afford to take that chance?

It gets so frustrating because EVERYONE can see it but him.
No matter how hard you try to hide it, they see right through you.
They're always asking; poking and prodding away at your friendship, just waiting for it to turn into something more.
But if they only knew...
If you only knew...
If he only knew...

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